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Thursday, 22 November 2007

Wednesday, 17 October 2007

  • bearing my soul

    My soul I'm now bearing
    a girl who can not act her age because she has forgotten
    a girl who can't start her senior year because she can't afford a laptop.
    a girl who wants love and loves to love people but is terrified of being fed lines.
    a girl who is quick to argue when once peaceful
    a girl who is jealous of those she's loves
    a girl who is afraid she'll never be alright
    a girl who is afraid to be sad because it brings only bad.
    a girl who fears people don't understand her and think she's gone insane.
    a girl who doesn't know how not to stress
    a girl who is trying hard to make her future bright
    a girl who wonders when everything about her changed so much...

Saturday, 15 September 2007

Saturday, 08 September 2007

  • demons

    As the demons come fourth
    to grab me again
    I pull out the light
    to where they cannot stand.
    The truth I will find.
    In light I will be
    you will not drag me into the darkness again
    you cannot catch me.
    One day I will be free.
    I scream to the shadows once more
    Even Angels have demons in this town.

Monday, 03 September 2007

  • A year and a half later

    The idea of togetherness, love, warmth, tenderness and mutual understanding fascinates you but you seem to be embarrassed by the thought of allowing this to appear openly. It would appear that you employ a cautious exploratory tactic in the pursuit of this objective, making sure that you are neither irrevocably committed nor found out.

    You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.

    You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

    You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.

    You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.


    I semi agree.... http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

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